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Friday, February 8, 2013

The Flesh Cartel #3: Choices by Heidi Belleau & Rachel Haimowitz

The Flesh Cartel #3: Choices by Heidi Belleau & Rachel Haimowitz
Riptide Publishing
Short Story: 67pgs
4 Pants Off

Blurb:
The Flesh Cartel returns for a compelling second season with "Choices." Brothers Mat and Dougie Carmichael thought nothing could be worse than being snatched from their home and brutally dehumanized in preparation for sale as sex slaves. But they learn their suffering has only just begun when they’re shipped to their new master’s home.

Professional trainer Nikolai Petrovic is a master of his trade. His ultra-rich clientele pay him to create perfectly tailored playthings, and Mat and Dougie are the latest in a long line of men who have walked into his remote mountain home as terrified victims and left it permanently altered: subdued and obedient, ready and even eager for a life of service.

To achieve this, Nikolai must take a drastically different tack with each brother. Dougie, manipulated with affection and denial. Mat, controlled by pain and fear. The one thread in common for both men is choice. Nikolai prides himself on never forcing, but will Mat and Dougie submit willingly to his vision, or will they first need to learn the price of disobedience?

This title is part of the The Flesh Cartel, Season 2: Fragmentation serial.


Review:
Warning: This review is more rant than review. I cuss a lot, hate on Nikolai, and want him to be killed by gigantic black bears.

Choices picks up right after where episode 2 left us, where Dougie has to get all up in Mat to make sure that they get sold together. I don't even need a refresher, because all the episodes are tattooed to my brain. I might be permanently scarred, and the way I feel about this series is just too hard to place in words. I fucking love it, but then I feel like it’s too much of the same thing (like how much more disgusting can they get short of killing either Dougie or Mat). Let’s just get this out there, I hate everyone in this series that isn't Dougie or Mat, so yeh that goes for two faced ass wipe Nikolai. I don't think he can redeem himself ever, even if he cuts off his balls in penance.

Dougie and Mat have left the facility, Dougie placed in isolation and Mat placed with lunatic guards on something as wholesome as an RV. The trepidation of not knowing what to expect is deep within his gut but at least there is the norm of rape and cum in his face. Just another one of those same shit different day. Downside, he doesn't know where his brother is, and he's feeling both the guilt and the rage. While Dougie is pretty much close to losing his mind, being locked in the dark without water, food, and no other human contact. He struggles with what might be worse the daily tortures or suddenly none. It's a hell on earth for the Carmichael brothers.

Then in comes, saviour Nikolai who I hate more than everyone combined. He's there to train the brothers, and bring them to their full potential, but I only have two words for him: Fuck You. He's doing the double task of good cop, bad cop with his choices/consequences speech and I am calling "bullshit" but I do give him credit that he's an excellent manipulator, but what can I say...when you're on top the only thing left is down. So I see him being a nasty bastard for some time, with his "I'm so excellent at training slaves and I know everything". Your neutral feelings mean squat, just makes you all the more bastard, because at least with facility we knew that they were just disgusting. Nikolai is something else entirely.

Nothing big happened in this one, unless you count Nikolai being in the whole damn episode. It’s clear now that Dougie and Mat will be put through the grinder during training, and they better have their wits with them because ultimate trainer man of consequences is about to bring his A-game. I wanna commit character murder in the worst way.

It’s quite apparent what my feelings are for this serial, but I do love it because its bringing out such strong emotions in me. I fear to think that people can be so cruel, but then you think of the selling of flesh/human trafficking in reality and I know that they can be. What I am really wanting is all these MOFOing bastards to get covered in all natural honey and get dumped in a bear (giant black bears) infested forest *nods head* and they rip them apart from the legs up.

The Flesh Cartel is...sick, genius, terrifying, too much, not enough, and so totally addictive I can't wait to read episode 4 (though douche face is gonna be all up in that one too).

Be afraid, be very afraid!

SideNote: That cover is so awesome it pisses me off, Nikolai looks way too cool in that chair *grrr*

4 Pants Off
Review: Epi #1 Capture

Monday, February 4, 2013

Interview & Giveaway: The Flesh Cartel: Consequences

~Once again, super excited to have Heidi and Rachel on the blog talking about their psychosexual hit; The Flesh Cartel. Lots of awesome in this interview so be sure to read and enjoy.~


We’re here celebrating the release of another thrilling episode of The Flesh Cartel! Episode 4, Consequences, is available now from Riptide Publishing. Check out our interview with DarienMoya below for the latest exclusive details about the serial, and for a top-secret look at The Flesh Cartel #5: Wins and Losses (available for pre-order now and coming 3/4/13!) Leave a comment with your thoughts below and you’ll be entered to win a special “Made to Order” t-shirt from The Flesh Cartel!





Hello Ladies, and how are you both doing?

Heidi: Absolutely exhausted! We’re in the last editing pushes for season 2, and nearly finished with writing season 3. Yesterday we wrote nearly 20k words.

Rachel: Feeling surprisingly great. At the time of this interview, Heidi and I just started--and finished--the entirety of Episode 9 in about 24 hours. Getting into the zone like that is utterly exhausting, but also one of the most fulfilling and satisfying experiences you can have as a writer.


Alright lets get into it!

The Flesh Cartel, Episode 4 is out and people seem to be loving it. But, is it (flesh cartel) kicking your ass and are you worried about if people will continue to like it?

Rachel: It’s a little bit of an ass-kicker, yeah. For me, at least, it’s more about the pacing of the schedule than the emotional heaviness, because the whole reason I write is to chase after those intense emotions--it’s exhausting but I love it. But knowing we have to put out an episode every month--roughly 18,000 words an episode, give or take--and that we need time to edit it and the press needs time to produce it and that we want every episode to be at least as good as the last . . . that’s a bit of pressure.

Heidi: The stress is lessening as time goes on on the “will people like it?” front. People generally can tell by the first and second episodes whether it’s for them or not, so now the people who are still reading us are generally dedicated fans! But then, of course, it starts being less about “will people like it” and more “will it live up to our fans’ expectations”? But so far, everyone’s been so nice!


The writing process, is it becoming harder to write the other episodes or as the worst already passed (real question, are you going to keep making us cry)?

Rachel: LOL, yes, hopefully there will be many tears in your future >:D It moves into a very different sort of zone, though, much less about the physical and much more about the psychological. And in that sense, the writing does get harder as we move on, because the psychological make-ups of the boys (and of the other characters too) get more and more complex and finicky and difficult and intertwined.

Heidi: You’ll still be crying, but for different reasons! But yes it is getting harder for us. Writing the physical torture stuff is pretty grueling and takes a toll on you emotionally, but
the psychological stuff is tricky and complex, which means we have to really argue over every single point and justify every feeling and action our characters take.


I have a fascination with the guards at the facility, and the fact that they enjoy the perks of their job so much. Do you both think it's human nature to get carried away when given power over someone else (in this case a lot of individuals)?

Rachel: There’ve actually been some really fascinating and frightening experiments to study that very question (Google the Stanford Prison Experiment), and rather conclusively, the answer seems to be yes.

Heidi: Yep. Honestly, I don’t even think many of the guards are even gay: they just have power and want to use it. History gives us all kinds of examples of people given power who quickly go on to abuse it in terrible ways. Luckily, there are also people who use power and influence to help others . . . I wonder if we’ll meet anyone like that in Flesh Cartel?


Will the Madame ever get a bomb placed in her mouth and we have the pleasure of reading about her head exploding?

Rachel: I’m afraid that’s one spoiler I’m not willing to give. You’ll just have to stick it out and see.

Any spoilers or amazing little tidbits you can spare us? *puppy dog eyes*

Heidi: Well, we’re nearly finished season 3 now, so maybe a spoiler from that?

Rachel: Hmm. Okay. They escape! I’ll leave you now to wonder if I’m kidding or not.

Heidi: Hey, don’t be looking at me for pity!


Has there been any "hey, fuck you I am not writing that"? (Or anything along those lines :D)

Rachel: Heh, actually, the other day we were thinking about writing a punishment for Mat that involved sounding and a TENs unit, but neither of us wanted to write it. (I would’ve loved to have read it, though *coughHeidicough*.)

Heidi: Yeah okay lady, I’ll write that the day you finally write me my fucking machine.

Rachel: I will so hold you to that.


Truth! Can Mat & Dougie comeback from what has happened/is happening to them? Throw out HEAs and feeling good times.


Rachel: No, they can’t come back. But they can move forward. Essentially, the people they were before all this happened are dead. But it doesn’t mean they can’t become some newer,
healthier versions of themselves who are capable of having normal relationships and aren’t suffering from PTSD.

Heidi: Their greatest weakness in all this will also be their greatest strength: their love for each other. Nikolai and others will try to use that love and loyalty against them, but it’s also the one thing they can really count on, and their one hope for a better future.


Nikolai, bastard or a man shaped by his job and clients? Tell me how you really feel about him.

Rachel: A man shaped by circumstance. I actually quite like Nikolai--as a character, I mean; as a person he is both tragic and criminally insane. He can be a heartless bastard for sure, but he truly feels for his charges (or so he likes to think of them), and he does as well by them as he knows how to do, given his understanding of the word.

Heidi: Both. Can he be both? I think he’s a horrible monster of a man, who just gets worse and worse the longer Mat and Dougie spend with him, and don’t think there’s any excuse for what he does, but oh, there’s an explanation. And it’s a sad, scary secret.


At this point, how are you guys feeling about the entire experience writing The Flesh Cartel?

Rachel: It’s pretty fucking amazing, actually. Writing with Heidi is such a joy, and I’ve become quite attached to the characters, and it’s quite the luxury to be able to spend so much time with them. Normally, you write a story, or maybe two or three stories in the same world, and then you pack it up and say good-bye. But the serial format allows us to be so expansive without getting off topic, so we really get to delve into all the little things, learn more about the world and the side characters as well as the heroes and villains, and that’s something you really don’t ever get the chance to do in standalone pieces. Plus it’s been amazing to see the readers’ responses to the story as each episode comes out--from the outpouring of support when Amazon refused (and still refuses) to carry Flesh Cartel, to the eager, squirmy excitement for the next episode.

Heidi: Still having a blast! I said the other day that it was like running a marathon. I know some people consider the serial format to be a bit of a cash grab (if you buy by the season, though, at least with ours, all the episodes together are just the same price as any regular novel format), but on our end, it’s also a lot of work for the authors, editors, and the press. Rachel and I are constantly working on one thing or another. Just yesterday we wrote 17k of new material, did first and second round edits on TWO separate episodes, did some plotting for our next episode and next season, AND did promotional work. The work never ends until the story’s done: and by the looks of things, we’ll be providing you with new Flesh Cartel stories at least until the end of 2013. That is a long term commitment. Consider that on average a co-written novel takes a month or two to write and a couple months to edit, and then there’s one cover and one digital book to format and convert. We’ve already written 3-4 novels’ worth of material, our artist Em is on her third cover . . . Well, you get the point. It’s a full time job!


Include whatever else you guys wanna share!

Heidi: How about a (mid-edits) excerpt from episode 5, which comes out in March? Here you are! Enjoy…if you dare…


Excerpt from The Flesh Cartel #5: Wins and Losses (available for pre-order here):

Mat started awake to the sound of a . . . power tool? He lurched up in bed and spun toward the noise, saw two men installing a heavy punching bag at the same time he realized his bedroom door was wide open.

Run.

The thought had barely formed before the doorway was filled with two more men carrying a treadmill, and Nikolai, bringing up the rear, one hand stuffed casually in his pants pocket
.
“Good morning, Mathias,” Nikolai said, grinning expansively, as if it really was a good morning.

Mat realized he was on his feet, though he couldn’t remember getting there, and that he was naked in front of a room full of very attractive men in their forties—the kinds of guys you’d see modeling suits in a Macy’s catalog—and that nobody but him seemed to think this was odd in the slightest.


 About The Flesh Cartel #4: Consequences:

In episode four of The Flesh Cartel, Mat and Dougie Carmichael begin their training with their new master, Nikolai, where they both learn the meaning of servitude . . . and of consequences for their choices.


For Mat, destined to be trained but not broken—to always fight but never win—life with Nikolai is suffering stacked on suffering. Nikolai pushes him to the edge but not over; he must never lose the hatred in his eyes. Dougie, on the other hand, is fated to love and crave service. For that, Nikolai must teach him the pleasures of a pampered sex slave, but training a straight man to revel in his gay captor’s touch is no easy feat.


As if the challenges Mat and Dougie face aren’t difficult enough, one last complication remains: before either brother can submit fully to Nikolai, they must first give up their strongest, most powerful loyalty: their dedication to each other.

Author Bios:
Rachel Haimowitz is an M/M erotic romance author, a freelance writer and editor, and the Managing Editor of Riptide Publishing. She's also a sadist with a pesky conscience, shamelessly silly, and quite proudly pervish. Fortunately, all those things make writing a lot more fun for her . . . if not so much for her characters.

When she's not writing about hot guys getting it on (or just plain getting it; her characters rarely escape a story unscathed), she loves to read, hike, camp, sing, perform in community theater, and glue captions to cats. She also has a particular fondness for her very needy dog, her even needier cat, and shouting at kids to get off her lawn.

You can find Rachel at her website, Tweeting as RachelHaimowitz, chatting in the Goodreads forums, and blogging at Fantasy Unbound. She loves to hear from folks, so feel free to drop her a line anytime at metarachel (at) gmail (dot) com.

Heidi Belleau was born and raised in small town New Brunswick, Canada. She now lives in the rugged oil-patch frontier of Northern BC with her husband, an Irish ex-pat whose long work hours in the trades leave her plenty of quiet time to write. She has a degree in history from Simon Fraser University with a concentration in British and Irish studies; much of her work centred on popular culture, oral folklore, and sexuality, but she was known to perplex her professors with unironic papers on the historical roots of modern romance novel tropes. (Ask her about Highlanders!) When not writing, you might catch her trying to explain British television to her newborn daughter or standing in line at the local coffee shop, waiting on her caramel macchiato.

You can find her tweeting as @HeidiBelleau, email her at heidi.below.zero (at) gmail.com, or visit her blog: http://heidi-below-zero.blogspot.com.


Giveaway

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Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Guest Post & Giveaway: Reading Beyond Amazon



Welcome to the virtual book tour for the second season of the gripping psychosexual thriller The Flesh Cartel! Join authors Rachel Haimowitz and Heidi Belleau all week long as they kick off season 2, Fragmentation, with the release of the third episode in the serialized story: Choices. One lucky winner will win an awesome Flesh Cartel t-shirt—just leave a comment below with your name and email by 1/13/12! Follow the whole tour & comment at each stop to earn additional entries: http://www.riptidepublishing.com/events/tours/flesh-cartel-season-2-virtual-book-tour.





Reading Beyond Amazon

Last October, we released the first episode of our serialized psychosexual thriller, The Flesh Cartel. We were excited but nervous, which are normal feelings for authors on release day, although with this particular title they were felt a little more keenly. Our advance reviews were favorable, so it wasn’t that, not really. It was more the fact that The Flesh Cartel was kind of . . . extreme. Violent. Intense. A harrowing, horrifying thriller set in the world of sexual slavery. Riptide put up copious, clear content warnings in the book description to help readers decide whether it was right for them (you can read those descriptions on the Riptide website), but when you release something that pushes boundaries, somebody’s bound to push back.

What we weren’t expecting was that “somebody” to be Amazon.

The day after our release, we woke up to an email from Amazon stating our book had been removed from their website due content violation. No further explanation of what content had sparked its deletion, no reply to our questions about how to rectify the problem, and no process to appeal their decision. As far as the average Kindle user knows, The Flesh Cartel never existed. We were willing to play by the rules and release a special Kindle version edited to Amazon’s standards, but nobody at Amazon was willing to tell us what edits we would have to make. Which is why the first two episodes of the Flesh Cartel aren’t available on Amazon, and future episodes seem unlikely to appear there either, despite our publisher’s best efforts.

(If you’re curious, you can read more about The Flesh Cartel’s banning on our Banned Books Week-themed post Freedom of Icky Speech and Me, which was graciously hosted by popular M/M romance blog Chicks & Dicks. It was amazing to see so much support not only from Flesh Cartel fans, but also from people who will likely never read the book but still support its right to exist, and the rights of readers everywhere to choose for themselves what they’re willing and able to read.)

Since then, one of the most frequent questions we get about the Flesh Cartel is where folks can buy it (answer: pretty much everywhere but Amazon) and how to load it onto their e-reader device. We know many Kindle owners buy exclusively from Amazon because the process is so simple and straightforward, but trust us—loading books onto your Kindle from an indie bookstore or a publisher’s website or even your local library is very quick and easy. And beneficial for a number of reasons.

Buying solely from a proprietary ebook shop comes with its downfalls: books from the Sony store come packaged with DRM, which means they can’t be transferred, even between one person’s devices. Nook and Kobo’s selection is limited, at least compared to Amazon’s. You have less access to “indie” titles offered on sites like Smashwords or Lulu. You miss out on awesome sales and buying incentives offered by publishers like Riptide or specialty sites like All Romance eBooks. And all those proprietary file formats don’t work on other devices; if you buy a book from Amazon, you can’t read it on a Nook, but if you buy the same book direct from the publisher, you’re likely to receive access to the title in every conceivable format. Lastly, sites like Amazon take a huge chunk of the sale price of any book, so buying direct from a publisher gives maximum support (and royalties!) to your favorite authors.

Luckily, buying from an indie ebook store or publisher site is easier than you think. Let’s say you’d love to buy the latest season of The Flesh Cartel direct from Riptide, who just so happens to offer it at a significant discount (just $8.99 for all four episodes, which cost $2.99 each on third-party sites!) Just hop on over to Riptide’s website, and once you’ve checked out:

1. Download the book in the format you need. (If you’re a Kindle owner, that’s a mobi file. If you’re a Nook owner, that’s an epub file. For Sony owners, you want the pdf or epub. iPad readers want the pdf. If you want to read on your computer, grab the html or pdf. If you’re reading on your smartphone, any format will do as long as you have the right app to open it.) Save it wherever you’ll be able to find it again, like your desktop or a folder you make specifically for your ebook collection.

2. Turn on your ereader. Take the USB cable it came with and plug your ereader into your computer. If you have a Kindle, an icon for it will pop up on your screen like any removable drive (USB stick, external hard drive, etc.).

3. Drag and drop the file from your desktop (or wherever you saved it) to your ereader icon. Voila, you’re done! (If you own a Kindle, Amazon even provides a handy video for this: http://www.amazon.com/gp/mpd/permalink/m2BUJQQ19G9T15/ref=ent_fb_link.)

If you don’t feel like whipping out the USB cord every time you want to put a new book on your Kindle, there’s an even easier way to transfer content: by emailing it to your device. When you registered your Kindle, you chose a Send-to-Kindle email address, which is [something]@kindle.com. If you can’t remember yours, sign in to Amazon and go to Manage Your Kindle, then click on Manage Your Devices in the left-hand menu. At the top of the center pane, you’ll see your Send-to-Kindle address. To prevent people from spamming your Kindle, only authorized emails can actually send things to that address. If you’ve already authorized your email, then you’re all set--all you ever have to do to load a non-Amazon book onto your Kindle is send it to your Send-to-Kindle address as an attachment and turn on your device’s wireless. In about sixty seconds, your new book will appear on your Kindle via its Whispersynch function the same way an Amazon-purchased book would. If you haven’t already authorized your email, you can do it in four easy steps. 1. Go to Manage Your Kindle.

2. In the left-hand menu, click “Personal Document Settings.”

3. Click “Add a new approved e-mail address” (under “Approved Personal Document e-mail list”).

4. Enter your email address and click “Add address.”

And that’s it. Once you’ve done that, you never need to do it again, and you can email books you bought from anywhere to your Kindle. You can even email personal documents like pdf or Word files. This is the method we use to send books we’ve purchased at publisher sites or indie bookshops to our Kindles, and it literally takes ten seconds.

So if you’ve got a Kindle but don’t want to—or can’t—buy your book of choice at Amazon, or you’d simply like to take advantage of the incentives at other retailers, give the above steps a try. Buying from other retailers is easy, and it comes with lots of benefits, not the least of which is feeling good about supporting inclusive policies and freedom of choice.


Blurb: The Flesh Cartel returns for a compelling second season with "Choices." Brothers Mat and Dougie Carmichael thought nothing could be worse than being snatched from their home and brutally dehumanized in preparation for sale as sex slaves. But they learn their suffering has only just begun when they’re shipped to their new master’s home.

Professional trainer Nikolai Petrovic is a master of his trade. His ultra-rich clientele pay him to create perfectly tailored playthings, and Mat and Dougie are the latest in a long line of men who have walked into his remote mountain home as terrified victims and left it permanently altered: subdued and obedient, ready and even eager for a life of service.

To achieve this, Nikolai must take a drastically different tack with each brother. Dougie, manipulated with affection and denial. Mat, controlled by pain and fear. The one thread in common for both men is choice. Nikolai prides himself on never forcing, but will Mat and Dougie submit willingly to his vision, or will they first need to learn the price of disobedience?

Author Bios:
Rachel Haimowitz is an M/M erotic romance author, a freelance writer and editor, and the Managing Editor of Riptide Publishing. She's also a sadist with a pesky conscience, shamelessly silly, and quite proudly pervish. Fortunately, all those things make writing a lot more fun for her . . . if not so much for her characters.

When she's not writing about hot guys getting it on (or just plain getting it; her characters rarely escape a story unscathed), she loves to read, hike, camp, sing, perform in community theater, and glue captions to cats. She also has a particular fondness for her very needy dog, her even needier cat, and shouting at kids to get off her lawn.

You can find Rachel at her website, Tweeting as RachelHaimowitz, chatting in the Goodreads forums, and blogging at Fantasy Unbound. She loves to hear from folks, so feel free to drop her a line anytime at metarachel (at) gmail (dot) com.

Heidi Belleau was born and raised in small town New Brunswick, Canada. She now lives in the rugged oil-patch frontier of Northern BC with her husband, an Irish ex-pat whose long work hours in the trades leave her plenty of quiet time to write. She has a degree in history from Simon Fraser University with a concentration in British and Irish studies; much of her work centred on popular culture, oral folklore, and sexuality, but she was known to perplex her professors with unironic papers on the historical roots of modern romance novel tropes. (Ask her about Highlanders!) When not writing, you might catch her trying to explain British television to her newborn daughter or standing in line at the local coffee shop, waiting on her caramel macchiato.

You can find her tweeting as @HeidiBelleau, email her at heidi.below.zero (at) gmail.com, or visit her blog: http://heidi-below-zero.blogspot.com.

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Review: Flesh Cartel: Auction by Heidi Belleau & Rachel Haimowitz

The Flesh Cartel: Auction by Heidi Belleau & Rachel Haimowitz
Riptide Publishing
Short Story: 60pgs
4.5 Pants Off

Blurb:
In episode two of The Flesh Cartel, the dark purpose behind Mat and Dougie Carmichael’s abduction is revealed. Though Dougie is protected from the worst of the guards’ brutality, he’s disgusted to find himself halfway to broken—despairing of escape and terrified of pain. Mat holds onto hope despite repeated rapes and beatings, but threats toward his brother teach him well to lay aside his pride and pick his battles carefully.

Worn down by days of unrelenting fear and abuse, Mat and Dougie are packaged and marketed with the same ruthless efficiency as any consumer product: Dougie the prettyboy twink, Mat the rabid pit bull. They are led to the auction block as the showpiece of the house’s collection.

Mat would rather be beaten to death than play the role of obedient slave for sale, but Dougie, desperate not to be separated from his brother, strikes a deal with the pitiless Madame who runs the auction house and controls both their fates. It might just be enough to keep them together—slaves, but together—assuming Mat even wants to be after Dougie fulfills his end of his deal with the devil.

(Publisher's note: This title contains material some may find objectionable or trigger-inducing, including explicit violence, non-consent, and forced incest.)


Review:
I don't even have the words, no freaking words. The second instalment in this explosive serial is just as gut wrenching, heartbreaking, and brilliant just like the first (probably even more so).

Auction is the continuation of where Captured left us, with Dougie and Mal processed and placed in the facility. There status as a human being completely stripped from them, raped and abused their future seems uncertain. You would think finally being placed the abuse would stop, but each day they are meant to suffer and treated no better than animals. Mal is slowly losing his will to fight back, because what is the point; he still has to listen to them torture and rape his little brother. All he can do is scream his throat raw but it never stops it never ends. Dougie thinks of himself as weak, because he never fights back and takes it like the good little hole they call him. If only he was as strong as his brother, if only....

Seriously, this book was just so heart wrenching and excellently written.  Slowly all is being revealed, and we get a closer look into how this slave facility works and how they pick their targets. Plus, all the mind fuck that goes on there. They are able to utilize the brothers and bend them to their will so they can get the best possible amount of money for them when they go up for auction. Dougie the pretty, obedient one and Mat the ruthless thug built like a fighter. Apart they could probably fetch a decent amount of money, but together "cha ching!"

As much as I love this series, I am having a problem with this slave business. If I were a client on this creepy elusive list I would want nothing from these guys no matter how pretty the merchandise. I don't do used goods, and man do these guys get used. I just don't understand, this clientele is willing to spend so much and yet they don't care that even the guards has been all up in it (unless they do not know).

This brings me to the people who work at the facility. I'm just wondering if they picked them up on the highway to hell. How can people be so abusive (were they already like that or did the perks of the job look so pretty they couldn't resist that downward spiral to bastardry). Like that, Stanford experiment back in 71 where regular guys went bat shit crazy after being given a bit of power. Yes, these guards fascinate me cause of their evilness.

This read was once again an emotional roller-coaster for me. So much brutality that never lets up. Just when I thought there would be a little breather for the boys, shit goes awry and becomes worse. What they have to see done to each other, what they have to do to each other makes cringe. Yet, they still manage to hold on to some semblance of themselves. Auction ends on a high gripping scene that has me anticipating Season 2 (gawww) Psychosexual indeed!

Should You Read It? If you loved the first, then it’s a guarantee you will love this one. Lots of info is slowly unfolding, the characters are interesting, and the story gripping. Heidi & Rachel deliver some excellent writing with nothing spared for those with delicate sensibilities. I am both thrilled and horrified about what will happen next. The reader gets to know Nicholai a bit better and I am anticipating if I am going to like him or completely hate his guts. Awesomely written, explosively tragic, and I just can't get enough.

SideNote- I pray for the day when someone will put an explosive in the Madame's mouth and watch her head explode (oh beautiful day will you ever come true!)

4.5 Pants Off



Review: The Flesh Cartel: #1 Capture

Monday, November 5, 2012

Guest Post & Giveaway: The Flesh Cartel: Auction (What's Next)

I am once again exited to have Rachel & Heidi stopping by and dishing about their explosive and controversial new serial "The Flesh Cartel". They even brought a fantastic giveaway, and I am wondering "why the hell are you guys so lucky in getting freaking swag!". I am epicly  jealous and am wondering if I can enter the giveaway y/y :D


Hi everyone! Heidi Belleau and Rachel Haimowitz here, sharing the inside scoop on the latest episode of our serial fiction thriller The Flesh Cartel, “Auction,” now available from Riptide Publishing. Pants Off Reviews has become our unofficial host for The Flesh Cartel, so we’re thrilled to share some exclusive details here about the next season of The Flesh Cartel, Fragmentation, starting January 2013!

We’ve brought a special prize with us to celebrate the release of Auction—one lucky commenter will win a swag pack stuffed with The Flesh Cartel gear! To enter, simply comment on this post in the comments section below before midnight on Sunday, 11/11. Be sure to include your email address so we can contact you if you are the chosen winner.

Please note--this interview contains (vague) spoilers. We’re going to answer some of the questions that have been on readers’ minds since the moment they started reading The Flesh Cartel. If you prefer not to know what lies ahead for Mat and Dougie, don’t read any further!

The Flesh Cartel contains a lot of violence. Tell us—will things get more torturous for Mat and Dougie, or will they get a little bit of downtime?

No, no downtime at all. Not even a little bit. However, the way they’re tortured definitely changes; as Nikolai would tell you quite vehemently if you asked, he’s, and we quote, “not a rapist.” (Seriously though, he totally is. There’s some major cognitive dissonance going on in that man’s head, the reasons for which we’ll get to . . . eventually.) In upcoming episodes, brute force gets traded for subtle (and sometimes not so subtle) psychological and emotional manipulation. And each brother experiences that manipulation very differently.

Do we see any more of Nikolai, the man we briefly glimpse at the beginning of episode 1?

Yes. Nikolai will be back. Rather quite a lot in Season 2, in fact.

Will there be any new sympathetic characters?

In a way, Nikolai himself is quite a sympathetic character. Or at least he will be if we’ve done our jobs right. He adheres quite strictly to a very clear set of rules and morals that all make perfect sense in his head, and at times comes across as kind and strong and even loving--which at times he genuinely is. Make no mistake--Nikolai is one of several villains of the piece, but it’s not a black and white situation, and there are reasons for his worldview that, when revealed, may make you sympathize for him against your will.

You also meet a couple of other characters who are (or have been) in the same predicament as Mat and Dougie. First there’s a glimpse of a young woman going through exactly what they’re going through, and then later, an older man who may or may not be an eerie specter of what’s to come . . .

Are the both of you (Heidi and Rachel) nervous about the release of this next installment? More-so than episode one? Less so?

Rachel: I think I’m a lot calmer about this one. In a way, the “worst” of it--at least in terms of the overt brutality--is over in episode 1. If you’ve made it that far, you should be just fine with the rest of the series, although what starts to happen in Season 2 is so much more insidious and terrifying (to me at least) than what happens in Season 1.

Heidi: I think every release comes with a certain amount of jitters, more so when you’re releasing something as boundary-pushing and polarizing as this. Especially after Amazon giving us the boot, the journey hasn’t been all roses and daisies. However, the amount of support we received in the wake of the whole Amazon fiasco, even among people who really AREN’T our audience for this book--people for whom the content is objectionable or just too extreme--is really heartening. So I’m trying to think about that in amongst the paralyzing thoughts of AHH PEOPLE ARE GOING TO THINK I’M A SERIAL KILLER. [Rachel: She isn’t. *shifty-eyes*]

So do the boys get a happy ending eventually?

It’ll take them four to five seasons to get there, but they will get a, um, not-unhappy ending? No, that’s probably not fair; though they will both be irrevocably changed by their experiences, the series will absolutely end on a positive note for both of them. Will it be a traditional Romance HEA? Well, this isn’t a romance, so draw your own conclusions from that! Hopefully it will be satisfying no matter what.

But will they get their revenge?

All I’m saying is, Mat’s training is all about teaching him behaviors without breaking his spirit: in fact, it’s all calculated to make him feel hate more intensely. And he’s locked up with a whole bunch of boxing equipment to keep physically fit. And they’ve been hurting his little brother, often right in front of him. Who knows what a man like that may wind up doing when he gets the chance . . .




Blurb: In episode two of The Flesh Cartel, the dark purpose behind Mat and Dougie Carmichael’s abduction is revealed. Though Dougie is protected from the worst of the guards’ brutality, he’s disgusted to find himself halfway to broken—despairing of escape and terrified of pain. Mat holds onto hope despite repeated rapes and beatings, but threats toward his brother teach him well to lay aside his pride and pick his battles carefully.

Worn down by days of unrelenting fear and abuse, Mat and Dougie are packaged and marketed with the same ruthless efficiency as any consumer product: Dougie the prettyboy twink, Mat the rabid pit bull. They are led to the auction block as the showpiece of the house’s collection.

Mat would rather be beaten to death than play the role of obedient slave for sale, but Dougie, desperate not to be separated from his brother, strikes a deal with the pitiless Madame who
runs the auction house and controls both their fates. It might just be enough to keep them together—slaves, but together—assuming Mat even wants to be after Dougie fulfills his end of his deal with the devil.

Author Bios:

Rachel Haimowitz is an M/M erotic romance author, a freelance writer and editor, and the Managing Editor of Riptide Publishing. She's also a sadist with a pesky conscience, shamelessly silly, and quite proudly pervish. Fortunately, all those things make writing a lot more fun for her . . . if not so much for her characters.

When she's not writing about hot guys getting it on (or just plain getting it; her characters rarely escape a story unscathed), she loves to read, hike, camp, sing, perform in community theater, and glue captions to cats. She also has a particular fondness for her very needy dog, her even needier cat, and shouting at kids to get off her lawn.

You can find Rachel at her website, Tweeting as RachelHaimowitz, chatting in the Goodreads forums, and blogging at Fantasy Unbound. She loves to hear from folks, so feel free to drop her a line anytime at metarachel (at) gmail (dot) com.

Heidi Belleau was born and raised in small town New Brunswick, Canada. She now lives in the rugged oil-patch frontier of Northern BC with her husband, an Irish ex-pat whose long work hours in the trades leave her plenty of quiet time to write. She has a degree in history from Simon Fraser University with a concentration in British and Irish studies; much of her work centred on popular culture, oral folklore, and sexuality, but she was known to perplex her professors with unironic papers on the historical roots of modern romance novel tropes. (Ask her about Highlanders!) When not writing, you might catch her trying to explain British television to her newborn daughter or standing in line at the local coffee shop, waiting on her caramel macchiato.

You can find her tweeting as @HeidiBelleau, email her at heidi.below.zero@gmail.com, or visit her blog: http://heidi-below-zero.blogspot.com.


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Friday, October 5, 2012

Review: The Flesh Cartel #1: Capture by Heidi Belleau & Rachel Haimowitz

The Flesh Cartel #1: Captured by Heidi Belleau & Rachel Haomowitz
Riptide Publishing
Short Story: 70pgs
4.5 Pants Off

Blurb:
In this first installment of the exciting new psychosexual thriller, The Flesh Cartel, orphaned brothers Mat and Dougie Carmichael are stolen in the night from their own home. Taken to a horrifying processing facility, they are assessed, microchipped, and subjected to unspeakable brutality—all in preparation for sale to the highest bidder.

In a world where every person has a price, the beautiful and subduable PhD student Dougie is highly prized. His brother, a rough-edged MMA fighter, is less desirable—and potentially too dangerous—but he still has his own appeal.

Abused and locked up under round the clock surveillance, with no idea where they are or even why they’ve been taken, escape seems impossible, which leaves staying together their only hope. And after being separated once by the foster system, they'll do anything to keep it from happening again. Anything at all.

(Publisher's note: This title contains material some may find objectionable or trigger-inducing, including explicit violence, non-consent, and forced incest.)


Review:
I just don't have the words to describe how this story just turned my world on its head. I had seen the warnings and read about how intense it was but it is a different feeling when you start to reading. My heart literally felt like it was going to come out of my chest, and I noticed that my breathing had changed (I even stopped breathing at one point). You get sucked in and once it has you, there is just no letting you go.

Mat is a MMA fighter and all he has on his mind is winning. Winning means money and that money will be able to help provide for his brother to finish his PhD. Dougie knows what Mat gave up for him to provide that he gets the best. Now he comes home with bruises and money and Dougie has no clue what's doing but whatever it is, it can’t be good. Suddenly Dougie is faced with men breaking into his home, and maybe the reasons for Mat bruises have finally caught up to him.

What comes to pass is a plan so sinister that it left me shaking (quite literally). For me the impact lies with the writing and the emotional web it spins. Yes, there is violence and it is crippling but it's experiencing that violence through Mat that broke me. Imagine someone hurting the most precious person in your life, and you are helpless to stop it. You can only sit there locked in a cage and do nothing. That scared me. The brothers are then taken to a facility to be cleaned, made to perform, and speak to robots passing as people. Because only robots can be so unfeeling, uncaring, at the pain they are inflicting.

From the get go this book screams sex, most of it extremely violent and all of it non-consensual. It’s like watching a movie mystery take shape, and all question just leads to WHY. Why the hell are they doing this? Why did they choose Dougie? What will happen next? How will Dougie remain any form of normal after this? Can this shit get any worse? Seriously, can this shit get any worse? I am on the edge of my seat in anticipation.

This really played on a few fears of mine (hey Heidi and Rachel get out of my head). No matter how crazy or how unbelievable the story there is a fine line of realism. People/children are taken everyday due to human trafficking and pushed into a life of sexual slavery. All I kept thinking not like this, I hope never like this because that fucks my shit up and by shit, I mean my mind. It also feels like science fiction, some dystopian world made of taking unsuspecting humans and turning them into the perfect sex mates/pets (broken and without a thought of their own). I think fans of the manga Ai No Kusabi would like this one. It really has that feel.

So yes, The Flesh Cartel is explosive, it’s wicked, and it’s violent. It is made of awesome. Do be cautious when going into reading this one, there are warnings for a reason. Use them; there should be no surprises so no one can complain (just saying). Get ready for vile characters (they probably go home to their spouses and kids) that will make your blood boil and all you wanna do is go Jet Li on their asses. It’s not a romance, there is no fluff and stuff but there is love. It shines through in Dougie and Mat, which makes your heart break even more for them.

I do not know what expect in the next episodes but I am freaking looking forward to it. I just know shit is about to get critical, after all its Heidi and Rachel. I have my big woman pants on (or off) and I am ready.

All I can say is "dolla dolla billz yawl" money makes people evil when you have and can make too much of it.

4.5 Pants Off

Monday, October 1, 2012

Interview & Giveaway with Heidi Belleau & Rachel Haimowitz

I am so excited to have the fabulous Heidi Belleau & Rachel Haimowitz on the blog today. They are kicking off their Flesh Cartel tour here today, with a fab giveaway and dishing on what will be happening in their explosive new serial. Get ready guys cus it's gonna be Explosive *boom*.


Thank you for joining us for The Flesh Cartel virtual book tour! All week long, we’ll be giving readers an up-close look at our new psychosexual thriller, The Flesh Cartel. The first episode in this serial story, Capture, is now available for purchase via the Riptide Publishing website. Because October is also Riptide Publishing’s Anniversary Blog Hop Bash month, we’re giving away an extra special reader prize at every stop along this tour—and all month long! One commenter from every stop we make in October will win a $10 credit to Riptide Publishing. Simply leave a comment below by 11:59 pm on Sunday, Oct 7th (email address included) to enter. Visit the First Anniversary Blog Hop Bash page for our complete October schedule, and make sure to check out each stop to increase your chances of winning great prizes all month long!

Tell us how the idea for The Flesh Cartel was born?
Heidi: That was um . . . that was me. I think what I initially pitched Rachel with was a story about an organization that deals in human bodies and human sexuality in the same way we deal with meat processing or car manufacturing or any other consumer product in the twenty-first century. Efficient and intricate and industrialized and professional and ultimately soulless. It was Rachel who kind of brought in the human angle, who suggested we less tell stories about the system itself, and more about the people who make that system work: the CEOs, the assembly line workers, and of course the people who are ultimately being commodified.

Rachel: Curiously enough, one of my frequent bedtime fantasies was very similar to the idea Heidi pitched. You know how it goes—me, a well-stocked basement with very secure locks on the doors, and all the hotties I could ever want. So her idea immediately appealed to me, but there was the issue of needing to give a story meaning. I mean, sure, sadistic kinksters like us are all about their torture-porn, but it’s not the sort of thing I’d feel right trying to pass off as serious work (or charging money for), and frankly, not enough story for Riptide to publish. Which was how the human angle came into it, and the idea of focusing on two brothers’ progress through the system. Which led to long, surprisingly serious discussions about psychology, human motivation and training and breaking and resilience, the kinds of cognitive dissonance you might need to be a part of something like this (our trainer, Nikolai, is a fascinating character in that regard), study and research into actual methods used to break people, sexual slavery rings that have been busted in the past, PTSD, etc. We decided that if we were going to do this, we needed to make it more than just the circumstances. The circumstances had to be, at best, the backdrop for the character journeys. We had to treat it with respect.

Plus somewhere in there was Sarah Frantz, the little devil on our shoulders egging us on. I’m almost entirely positive this whole thing is her fault. I just don’t quite remember how. But either way, we love her for it :)

Why Serial Fiction, and not just one big whole book or two?
Rachel: By the time we were finished laying out the whole series arc, we were looking at, easily, a quarter-million-word story. Quite possibly more. (We’re already over 100,000 words in and nowhere near the halfway mark yet.) You’re talking four to five full novels’ worth of material.
The thing was, it isn’t four to five novels. It’s one contiguous story that’s going to end up being like 1,200 pages long. So how best to tell that story?

Plus, because this material is so intense, there’s definitely wisdom in consuming it in small doses. Heidi pushed the serial format right from the start, and Sarah championed it hard too, and once we figured out a way to make serials work without costing the reader more money, Riptide got on board with the format as well.

For a more thorough answer to this question, Heidi did a whole blog post on serials that will be over at Smexy Books tomorrow. Stop in and check it out!

Are you both worried about readers reactions? Both the good and possibly the bad.
Heidi: There’s no “possibly” about it. There are definitely going to be some “bad”—and by that I mean critical or just outright angry—reactions to this. Which, just to be clear, is totally fine by me. When you write something that really pushes against boundaries and can be interpreted as eroticizing real-world trauma, you’re bound to upset, anger, or offend people. All we can do is make sure we provide lots of detailed warnings wherever we can, so people can make an informed choice about whether this is a story they want to read. It’s not meant as a challenge—are you (wo)man enough to read Flesh Cartel—it really is a good-faith effort to protect people from potentially hurtful and harmful content. Seriously, there’s no shame in saying “Not for me” and buying something else, and I’m not going to take offense if that’s what you do. The best I can hope for for this series is that the people who are intrigued by the subject matter enjoy it and find it satisfying, and that the people who find the subject matter upsetting have the foreknowledge to avoid it.

Of course, there’s going to be some people who aren’t going to read it, but are still going to find the concept offensive. That’s okay too. I accept that.

Rachel: I’m 100% with Heidi on this. It’s an interesting kind of book because some people will find it erotic. Others will find it horrifying. People from both groups are bound to love and hate the book (I’m not anticipating a lot of middle ground, to be honest). Some people may love it specifically because they find it horrifying, because psychological horror and taut thrillers are their favorite kinds of reads. (And in this sense I’m thinking folks who loved American Psycho or the mind-fuck of a book like Silence of the Lambs, rather than fans of Saw, who will probably not be satisfied by the lack of splashiness and gore here.) Others will be so put off and offended by it that they won’t even want to have to hear the title mentioned in their presence. We’re both very understanding of that response.

Ultimately, all we can do is write the best book we can and treat the subject matter as respectfully and honestly as possible, not taking any shortcuts, never being gratuitous (yes, there’s a lot of violence, but every single drop of it moves the plot or the characters forward), and never doing anything to cheat the reader out of the kind of emotional payoff that can only come from building the most realistic scenario and characters possible. Whether or not we’ve accomplished that, well, that’s up to the readers to say. But I feel good, at least, about knowing we’ve done our best.

So I see BDSM is not apart of the classification. Can you tell us your reasons for that?
Heidi: Yes, we’ve specifically not categorized this as BDSM. We’re not going to label it that way, or market it that way, or any of the rest. The only time we’re using the term is to emphatically say it’s NOT a BDSM novel. BDSM is about consenting adults exploring power dynamics in a safe environment. This is a story with rape and torture and psychological breakdown. Of course, it’s got whips and chains and collars, so some people are going to call it BDSM anyway, and some people who are into BDSM (like Rachel over here) might also enjoy it strictly as a fantasy, but it is not BDSM. And while we’re at it, it’s not a romance, either. Nobody falls in love and has a HEA with their rapist. It’s an erotic thriller.

Rachel: Yeah, I cannot state emphatically enough that this is neither SSC or RACK or any other acronym you might want to use to try to classify the wide range of activities and behaviors and mindsets that fall under the BDSM umbrella. But, as Heidi said, I think many folks will enjoy it as a fantasy (and lol, look at my partner all innocent up there pretending she isn’t one of them!)—you know, the kind you have when you and your partner, safely and sanely, arrange ahead of time to engage in an abduction fantasy where your poor sub gets dragged into your basement, chained and “tortured” and “raped,” begging all the while for you to please stop and why me, except, of course, you’re both having a fantastic time. But what happens in this book occurs outside consent and safety, and fantastic times are had by none. So please, please don’t call this BDSM.

Was there ever a point while writing when you both decided that "Hell nawz we ain't writing that"? (Just because it would be too much)
Heidi: Yes! There are some places we will not go. I don’t want to spoil anyone, but we wrote a dream sequence that took place in a character’s past. We specifically chose for him to be his present self (i.e., an adult) in that setting because we don’t want any child characters in the story, not even in dream sequences. And although the incredibly sad and sickening reality of sexual slavery and human trafficking is that many victims are children, we’ve chosen not to feature any underaged characters, even in non-sexual contexts. It’s just not a place we’re willing to go.

Rachel: We’re also leaving off some kinks that you’ll typically see on a publisher’s do-not-submit list, though that’s in large part selfishness because we simply don’t want to write them: scat play, bestiality, and the like. Though we did write one scene that frankly squicked both of us out, but I’ll leave it at that; you’ll see what it is in Episode 2 :) And also there was this mysterious tweet. But legits, yo, neither Heidi nor I can remember what we were talking about.

Can you tell me what to expect in the upcoming episodes/seasons (something spoilerish)?

**BIG SPOILER ALERT!!!**

Rachel: A lot of folks have been asking us if the boys will ever have a happy ending. I know how impossible that seems given the current circumstances, but they do both get one, after a fashion, at least assuming everything goes according to the careful planning Heidi and I have done. Keep
in mind this story isn’t a romance (although there are a couple of different romances going on, after a sort, throughout the third and fourth season), so it won’t necessarily be the kind of HEA/HFN you usually see. But nor will their story end in the sort of abject misery it begins in.

Heidi: Which is to say, yes they get out alive. How they put themselves together again afterwards, and go on living, I think, is the real question. One I think will be an especially interesting (and heartbreaking) part of the story for us to write. And we do intend to give that aspect of the story due attention, and just as much thought as the grimdark torture part.

Will each season feature a new cover, or will it just always be the one cover?
Rachel: Each season gets its own cover. Each episode within a season shares the season cover.

Heidi: I can’t wait to see the cover for season 2!

Sum up in 30 words or less what this whole project means to you both.
Rachel: A thrilling (and kinky-fun) chance to try something new and different and extremely difficult and frankly a little terrifying for any number of reasons.

Heidi: It’s an exorcism. I had a thing inside me, and now it’s taken shape and I can look it in the eye and speak to it and send it on its way.

Finally, can I expect some epic pants losing?
Rachel: I bought you a 48-pack at CostCo, just in case :D

Darien: Yes, more pants. ^_^



Blurb:
In this first installment of the exciting new psychosexual thriller, The Flesh Cartel, orphaned brothers Mat and Dougie Carmichael are stolen in the night from their own home. Taken to a horrifying processing facility, they are assessed, microchipped, and subjected to unspeakable brutality—all in preparation for sale to the highest bidder.

In a world where every person has a price, the beautiful and subduable PhD student Dougie is highly prized. His brother, a rough-edged MMA fighter, is less desirable—and potentially too dangerous—but he still has his own appeal.

Abused and locked up under round-the-clock surveillance, with no idea where they are or even why they’ve been taken, escape seems impossible, which leaves staying together their only hope. And after being separated once by the foster system, they'll do anything to keep it from happening again. Anything at all.


Author Bios:
Rachel Haimowitz is an M/M erotic romance author, a freelance writer and editor, and the Managing Editor of Riptide Publishing. She's also a sadist with a pesky conscience, shamelessly silly, and quite proudly pervish. Fortunately, all those things make writing a lot more fun for her . . . if not so much for her characters.

When she's not writing about hot guys getting it on (or just plain getting it; her characters rarely escape a story unscathed), she loves to read, hike, camp, sing, perform in community theater, and glue captions to cats. She also has a particular fondness for her very needy dog, her even needier cat, and shouting at kids to get off her lawn.

You can find Rachel at her website, Tweeting as RachelHaimowitz, chatting in the Goodreads forums, and blogging at Fantasy Unbound. She loves to hear from folks, so feel free to drop her a line anytime at metarachel (at) gmail (dot) com.

Heidi Belleau was born and raised in small town New Brunswick, Canada. She now lives in the rugged oil-patch frontier of Northern BC with her husband, an Irish ex-pat whose long work hours in the trades leave her plenty of quiet time to write. She has a degree in history from Simon Fraser University with a concentration in British and Irish studies; much of her work centred on popular culture, oral folklore, and sexuality, but she was known to perplex her professors with unironic papers on the historical roots of modern romance novel tropes. (Ask her about Highlanders!) When not writing, you might catch her trying to explain British television to her newborn daughter or standing in line at the local coffee shop, waiting on her caramel macchiato.

You can find her tweeting as @HeidiBelleau, email her at heidi.below.zero (at) gmail.com, or visit her blog: http://heidi-below-zero.blogspot.com.


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